I didn’t know what to do or say right now. What was I supposed to do or say? Hell, I didn’t even know how to feel right now. No, that’s a lie. I was pissed the fuck off. This son of a bitch has been lying to me, using me, to get back at my bother. He dragged me into the middle of their fucking bullshit. Just looking at him made me want to cut his dick off and feed it to him.
“Lexi, baby, please say something.” He pleaded.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. I had to choose my words carefully before I did and or said something that I could not take back.
“So, you’ve been using me to get back at my brother? None of this was real?”
He stepped forward and took my hands in his. “No! I mean yes! This was real for me – most of it. I will admit that I got into this relationship with you for all of the wrong reasons, but how I feel about you, everything that I’ve said as of late, was and still is true and real.”
“How am I supposed to believe a damn word out of your mouth? You’ve been lying to me for months and now you expect me to believe you? Why the hell should I?” I hissed.
“Because I’m in love with you, Lexi. I fell in love with you, hard, and I swore to you that when I told you the truth behind me pursuing you, I wouldn’t lie to you again.” He stated.
I shook my head, pulled my hands from his grip and walked over towards the sink. I was so tempted to grab a knife and gut his lying ass, but I kept my hands on the sink. I love him, I do, but I hated his ass right now and I didn’t want to see his ass right now. I wanted to cave his fucking face in.
“You love me? Since when?”
“I realized that I was in love with you a few weeks ago, the day you told my daughter you loved her and would do any and everything in your power to protect her.” He stated.
“Why didn’t you tell me all of this before things got this far?” I asked and turned around to meet his gaze. “You had to know that this was going to blow up in your face eventually.”
I watched him run his fingers through his hair and sigh. He looked stressed, hurt even, but I didn’t give a fuck right now. I just wanted to know why the fuck he thought dragging me into my brother and his bullshit was a good idea and why he didn’t just come to me, as a man, about the problems he and my brother were having.
“I didn’t – ”
“You know what, to hell with that. What I want to know is how you saw this ending, what did you think was going to happen?” I asked.
“Lexi – ”
“Don’t. I want to know how you saw all of this going down. What? Were you supposed to make me fall in love with you then say fuck me? Did you plan on fucking with my brother by rubbing in his face the fact that you were fucking his little sister?”
I watched his face fall as he looked down at the floor. That was it. He wanted to taunt my brother with the fact that he was fucking me.
“That’s it, isn’t? Ha! You are a piece of work you know that?”
“Lexi, baby, I never – ”
“If you say you never meant to hurt me, I’m going to hurt you. You can’t say that and mean it when you knew that eventually this would hurt me when the truth came out.”